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The Turning Point – When I Truly Felt Lord Shiva’s Presence

Back when I was 17, I wasn’t on the right path.


I had fallen in with the wrong group of friends. Slowly, I picked up habits I knew weren’t good for me—late nights, skipping classes, ignoring responsibilities. I stopped attending lectures. I overslept after nights out. And even though I knew deep down that this wasn’t who I wanted to be… I kept going.


Things got worse when I entered my first year at polytechnic. My focus faded. My discipline dropped. My life felt like it was heading nowhere—but I didn’t know how to stop it.


 "Even the darkest night will end, and the sun will rise." – Victor Hugo


And then, something changed.


One day, I decided to pray. Not out of habit, not because someone told me to—but because I needed help. I needed direction. I needed someone to pull me out.


That was the first time I prayed to Lord Shiva with my whole heart.


No rituals. No perfect words. Just honesty.


 "When you call upon Shiva with a true heart, He answers in silence, but His presence is louder than words." - Sadhguru


And in that moment, something shifted.

I felt a deep sense of calm.

Not guilt. Not fear. Just presence.

A feeling that He was there, listening.


It didn’t solve everything overnight—but from that day, I began to change.

I started waking up earlier. Attending my classes. My results improved.

Even my friendships began to shift—I slowly moved away from people who weren’t good for me.


 "Transformation doesn’t come from outside pressure—it begins the moment you decide to return to your truth."





That one prayer became a turning point.


And since then, Lord Shiva has been my guiding light—reminding me of who I truly am, beyond mistakes, beyond habits, beyond confusion.


This is why I created SoulSattva—to share moments like this. Because I know there are others out there feeling lost, like I once did. And I want them to know:


 "Shiva doesn’t ask for perfection. He asks for presence." 



It’s never too late to return.

All it takes is one prayer. One moment of truth.

And Lord Shiva will meet you there.


Om Namah Shivaya.

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